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Wed, Jul. 21st, 2004, 09:28 am
I should have expected this much...

I can't just have a boyfriend that stays in the country for any decent mount of time...NOOOOOO...thats FAR to much to ask for apparently.

With this being said...Josh is leaving a month from today...to work in France for 3ish months. Im happy for him...really I am. He has wanted this ever since got to know him back in second year. So this is good...it is...just suck to be left behind again. Mom in her Deb-defining momment...pointed out that I shouldn't complain...I left him behind too. Yes mom...thats right...I did...for TEN entire days. TEN DAYS....not 3 months...90 DAYS. She also mentioned I would have more time for the more important things...like working at Canadian Tire and going to Church with her. She sure knows how to make me feel better...F#*&! I can't wait til the..."well erin...now you can meet some boys at Humber..."...F#*&! She irratates me.

So since Josh will be missing my birthday I told him he better bring me back something pretty for my birthday...he laughed...but im serious! he was cute though...he said that he isn't all that worried about 'us' while he is away...cause he knows how understanding I am...I laughed...but it was a nice thought. he also went on to say that I was a big factor...and he will miss me when he is gone...and that he will think of some way to make it up to me. How does one make up for 3 months gone? My hope...really nice presents and flowers before he leaves:P I'm not holding my breath. :P

But yeah...so thats that. he leaves in a month...and then who know? We will have been dating exactly 9 months the day he gets back. That seems like a long time...especially since he is gone for THREE of them.

Alright...I'm pouting and I should be working...but there is no one here to keep me company. This sucks...espceially since I am here til 11 tonight...F#*&!

Going to go look for something to do.

**Edit** Just got a call from Coach Greg Marshall...My interview got pushed til tomorrow. FUCK...I came in EARLY today for that...since I have to work until 1030ish tonight...I normally come in late...but no...had to get ready for the filming that is getting bumped til TOMORROW! Football players...gotta love their organizational skills. FUCK!